Boss MC since yesterday. Today terpaksa call dia yg tgh demam tu, aku baru tanya satu soalan dia jawab mcm ye tak ye jek, so aku pun cut the conversation ler. The arrangement for the VIP meeting here in JB almost done, cuma few parts yg actually kena confirmation oleh boss-boss, bukan pegawai level aku nih. But then again boss ni selalu tiada apabila diperlukan, cam aritu aku dah kena satu das dlm meeting sebab lambat buat minit mesyuarat, apa ke halnyer aku nak buat dah ler pagi petang kena attend or WAKILkan boss meeting, bila masa nak buat tindakan lagik, and at one time bukannya satu mende jek yg nak buat ... itu ini nak buat, and aku + husband aku especially memangler nyampah bila terpaksa bawak balik keja kat umah.
AKu stress hari ni, kepala aku berdenyut2, saturday is the shortest working day, banyak benda nak settle itupun aku curi2 kuar dr meeting room. And curi2 masa type blog nih stlh bagi anak buah aku keja yg septutnya... petang ada gotong royong, i got appointment with hotel (again!)..

Kekadang rasa down giler dlm bab2 keja nih, rasa tak berguna sgt bila kena marah, kena tembak dlm mesyuarat, masa tu rasa apa yg aku buat sepanjang tahun sebelum ini off to drain!.. and there it goes markah penilaian prestasi aku jatuh menjunam.....:(

semalam meeting kat luar, the meeting ended @ 3.45 pm, and selepas orang lain kuar, 3 of us consciously continue chatting, i think becoz of the same reason = malas nak sambung keja, kena balik opis, bebual till 4.30 pm pastu terus balik umah. CURIK TULANG!!!!
So we continue chat till 4.20 pm, then off we go. AKu gi petrol station, look for some mags then sampai umah ,hubby pun baru sampai dari MErsing, @ 4.33. Punyela berdesup aku kat highway. Then bila driver dah chow, me + hubby had our honeymoon time till 5.15 pm, then fetch the kids,... gi kedai runcit buy some stuff. Malam lepak2 kat umah.. then tido sampai pagi.. hujan lak tuh..syok giler...
This morning again aku baca newpaper, the reporters seems to linger at Norzi Ayu murder case. o dear, then here i want to confess my sadness. I know her. i knew her. She was one of my fren's close fren. Maybe i'm not really close to her, but how'd you feel when someone you know, appeared in the news, has been murdered? i'm sad, did cried, prayed for her soul RIP, and damn it coz my h/p was lost, i can't contact my fellow frens to share our feeling towards her death.

Alfatihah...

Aku diselubungi kegembiraan. Semalam shopping ke Jakel segamat, memang pengalaman yang amat menggembirakan, sampaikan berkali-kali aku cakap kat hubby - kalau boleh ma nak duduk kat situ till kul 10 mlm!. Aku beli 3 jenis/warna langsir. Each specific for hall, master bedroom and two other rooms. So next year aku plan tak yah ler beli langsir coz with what i have now boleh take turn : langsir hall boleh letak kat bedroom, bedroom to hall and the other two room to master bedroom etc. ha hah ha suka hati. nyway, the salesgirl said they will open another jakel at tampoi very near to my place, promo price on the opening day onwards on augustus...
aku semalam memang tak sempat nak shopping baju..maybe kalau ada masa boleh gi jap masa opening tu utk beli baju aku + kids. hubby i dun have to worry coz selalu sangat orang bagi dia kain buat baju melayu. macam2 kaler ada.
malam aku lepak giler. mak mentua buat kenduri pun aku tak tolong basuh pinggan kemas etc, baby pun cam tau jek mama dia penat, nangis ajak balik nak susu, masuk dalam buai terus ngoroksss...
hubby balik kul 11.07 pm pun aku just bukak pintu, kiss dia and sambung lelap. kesiann papa...

still blocked nose...ears.. plus cough every now and then. bought mixagrip, an indonesian flu pills which was suggested by fren. and it works like hell i tell u. my body feel great after taking one of them. nyway i dun take it during the day coz the pill make me so sleepy and i dun want to dooze of while werking lor!
got myself a new handphone - motorola 350i (eeei sounds like BMW 380i eh?) rite now me still self-teach how to use all the menus. It cost me RM400. I think it's cute, got polyphonic sounds and colour screen. mmm not bad lah although i still "terkenangkan" my old cellphone. My nokia still in KL, without anyone to pick it up, so i'll let it be with the girl who found it, whenever i go KL, i'll fetch it see whether can still use or not.
tomorrow i'll be on leave. will go for a trip with my tailor to Jackal Segamat ..go shopping ah!

last nite went for dinner kat mandarin, dgn few other vip. the food was good, the bad thing was i lost my handphone. tried to call my number but there's no coverage. so when i'm back at the hotel i called hubby, he then said to let it go, buy a new one. Aiya so der trouble lah all those important numbers in the hp!...
this morning i try again and a girl pick up said that her boss found the phone in the ladies. me so careless! the girl refuse to mail it to me coz she said surely broken if she post.. wat da hell, now i think dun want to keep it anymore, tonight will go out wif hubby to buy new one, OR he buy a new phone for himself, i use his. wateverlah, anything shud be fine coz i frequently use the hp only to call peoples, really basic/simple ler... nothing other stuff i need like organizer ke WAP, GPRS and all that sort....

dah 2-3 hari rasa tak sedap badan. last 2 nites getting worst ditambah baby and abang pun tak berapa sihat. baby bangun entah berapa kali mlm tadi... this morning at 6.30 am aku memang hangin.. so hubby yg tolong cool down. hujan start dinihari. bestnyer kalau cuti boleh merengkok dalam selimut lama2. my head still dizzy, traffic pun slow coz wet weather, sampai opis perut lapar.... aku rasa nak mengular, nak gi JUSCO, makan hot food kat arena hujan2 ni syok jugakk...
esok pay day, so hari ni boleh menghabiskan saki-baki dalam poket. oh yek, aku lupa bayar bil hp, padanle aku rasa duit aku banyak bulan ni, belanja itu ini rupanyer bil tak bayar, so start semalam dah kena bar.... haiyaaa.... tada pinyakit cali pinyakit ooo...

been busy arranging an important meeting between a minister with some chairman BOD local u. i'll be leaving this afternoon to have some tea at Hyatt Regency then go take a look at their rooms. the sales person yang datang discuss pasal those room for VIP ni menarik minat aku, lagipun selama ini ofis pun jarang buat occasion kat hyatt. tea petang ni pun syok sebab FOC, and aku nak makan apple pie tu yg bebenornyer hehehe..aritu beli kat jusco apple cheese kat secret recipe adoiii lazat hingga menjilat segala har har har!... hubby tak dapat nak join boringnyer..anyway aku gi dgn staf sorang... dia pick up aku umah, and i hope balik nanti boleh balik dgn hubby from his ofis.
i thot today hubby go to Tganu for rakaman and to istana. but actually it will be on 19 Ogos. Well well well kalau ada can memang aku itut! 27 july ni nak apply one day leave coz hubby outstation, and he wants me come wif him so i can shop at Jackal Segamat. yea yea shopping lagikkk...curtain..silk...baju raya...(erkk puasa dah abis ganti kah???)

hubby nangis bila Zarina terluar dari AF... suamiku yang lembut hati ehehehe....

i'm bad, baru je bertekad untuk berjimat cermat, i've spent lebih seratus RM untuk membeli gelang kristal... ermmm tengah offer 40% less manela aku tak rambang biji mata. .to add some more, my fren yang kat KL kata Nilai Satu sekarang ni tgh top , coz bebarang kat situ murah giler kain baju langsir, grrrr geram amat aku dibuatnyer. nampaknyer 22 Julai ni kena gi KL maka akan susutlah poket aku hehehe...

i bought carnellian, clear quartz and smokey quartz. Geram aku tengok rose quartz cantik2 combination dgn kristal2 lain... amethyst cun giler...isskkk..mana satu nak nih? semalam dgn muka lawa dan gediknyer maka aku memujuk rayu hubby aku utk belikan aku gelang2 kristal yang lain... tapi lebih baik aku mintak duit dgn dia nak shopping kat NIlai One ekk?

Carnellian - For aids, strength ritual organs. Aids tissue regeneration . Abilitiy to see into one's true self and enhance positive aspect.
Clear quatrz - Amplifiers thought forms. Releases all colours of the rainbow making it an excellent energy balancer on all levels. Excellent for meditation. Aids connection to spirit guides and Higher Self.
Smoker quartz - Aida channelling and dream awareness abilities. Balance sexual energy.

Tak le percaya sangat actually. but believe that all these stones and other natural crystal (not stated here) have electromagnetic power that can intensify human electromagnetic filed / aura.

mama : kalau ma mati, papa kahwin lagi tak?
papa : kahwin, sebab anak2 kita masih kecil, perlukan perhatian dan kasih sayang seorang ibu.

papa : kalau papa mati, mama kahwin lagi tak?
mama : tak.
papa : kenapa?
mama : sebab nanti kat akhirat mama hanya ingin bersuamikan papa, bukan orang lain.
papa : .......

We cried, and he gave me a tight hug.

aku memang jenis boros. itulah kelemahan aku yang belum dapat aku kikis dengan jayanya. Duit gaji bersih aku, setelah ditolak segala piutang dan kewajipan untuk emak, every months confirm habis licin. nasib baik aku memang buat potongan tetap kat ASB + LUTH. And simpan for education adik aku + insuran aku @Takaful nasional. Other than that, kalau dapat duit extra from hubby etc, mesti kepala otak aku akan ligat mikirkan apakah yang patut aku beli, nak itu le, ini ler...haaiii.. macamana le duit nak bertambah.. tapi few months back nih aku berjaya untuk tidak mengeluarkan ASB aku, yang aku intent khas untuk duit insuran kereta bila tiba disember.
bulan ni jek, aku dah 2-3 kali ke nursery, beli plant aku tak seharusnya beli. tiga pat puluh ringgit sure dah terbang. dulu gila sangat beli orkid, memang dasat pokok orkid aku till jiran pun cemburu dengan kegebuan pokok + bunganya heheh... siap lawan pokok bunga dgn mak mentua aku. la ni bila pindah umah baru, environment lapang and panas plus laki aku malas buat pondok orkid, sudahnya aku hangin aritu aku bakar segala orkid yang dah nak mampos hidup segan mati tak mati2 tuh.

skang aku bela pokok bunga kertas. senang jaga, tahan panas.. tapi gatal tangan gak aritu beli ros dua pokok. hoping that ia boleh bertahan.
again, i have to look back apa yang dalam tempoh 6 bulan dah aku beli barang2 tak perlu, kurang berjimat, ikut nafsu, bazir duit...

yea yea yu hu hu ogos ni akan ke sabah ikut hubby outstation... bestnyer bestnyer! baby + abang will be excited sebab dapat naik plane lagikkk.. :). yang akan bengkok ialah aku sebab kena jaga 2 orang monster lah!

i did some writing here yesterday, but then can't be posted. hmm..penat jek tulis kan. nyway, semalam i manage to find time ke JUSCO, belikan hubby vacuum keta, toys for the kids, toileteries and window shop. i have this jusco card. i think just because i got it, unconciously / conciously, my head keep on spinning to find reasons so i can do my shopping there, even to buy things i can easily find at the small shop / cheaper price near my place. maybe coz jusco offer points each time we shop and can be redeem with whatever they offer which can be change with how many points we got, for FREE. i like free think, everybody does eh?

aiyah wat happen lah, addicted?.. i shud think it over so tak le membazir duit aku + laki aku di masa akan datang. little comparison :

JUSCO OTHER S/MARKET
BAJU BABY sahaja RM5.00 baju+seluar RM5.00
tshirt + seluarpendek RM10.00 RM8.00
pyjama RM12.90 RM8.00 / RM10.00.

money value : vast different for people like me who always buying a lot for my two kids.

yesterday i took 1 day leave. dad in-law jumpa orang india tengah buat jalan so he brought 'em to my house and get my entrance nicely tar. there goes my RM360 for 3 tonne tar.
sunday my mother in law held kenduri arwah / tahlil/ bacaan yassin . so all of us were busy all day long. hubby still sick so he refused to any invitation for a talk. he make me call one of the organisation that he can't make it. sore throat.
this morning i check up my to-do list and hell there's so much thing i have to settle. good, coz that's what i am paid for. haven't got time to buy that vacuum for hubby. i'm broke. :(.

1)hv been away for two days - granny passed away on 29 june at 1250 am, aged 91.

2)hubby kena demam panas, so teruk till i have to drive to clinic, not even stay till the kenduri arwah finished. the kids so restless in the car, and being a woman driver at nite, driving somebody's car u r not so familiar with, 100 astig in the retina,.. and i think the worst thing is i felt so uncomfortable, tak sedap hati macam ada sesuatu....
i know i have to rush back or else the clinic will closed. but berat hati nak balik... on the highway i still drive slowly, try to speed up but the uneasy feeling keeps warning me not to. know why? there's accident occured around 2 kilo from the toll plaza, we just missed it, am not really sure what/who but saw this car tumbled down, high beam still on, feww scattered thing / mess on the road which i dare not see , coz afraid i might see something like head, hand, blood etc. and told my hucband - i can't imagine if we had gone out from kampung earlier.... we might even involved in that accident...

3) hubby get his new Waja. and today i'm so excited to buy him a car vacuum. i know tomorrow is friday and longer time for lunch and longer time if i want to go shopping..but can't wait lah!