i'm really looking forward nak balik and dinner malam nih. tak ingat when was the last time we had a real family dinner. nak masak hubby tak bagi sebab aku masak tak sedap and selalu hangus. nak gi steambot. tak tau kat ner.surprise.

excited, sebab bukan senang nak gather cam gini. selalunya me and kids jer. orang tak caya bila aku kata hampir 4 bulan (maybe more, aku ni pelupa tahap kritikal) asal weekend je mesti tak de kat umah. jadi cam hari kerja dia. kim and laila complaints A LOT! malam jarang ada kat umah, balik kol 1-2 am, budak2 dah tidor. sib baik time papa dia sibuk aku kurang outstation... ohhh.....

nak pakai baju apa, kasut apa, tudung apa, budak2 pakai baju apa..o my god teruk betol time keja belambak ni pon sempat berangan macam orang nak dating.....

she said i'm weird.

if i don't have much money, or i have a lot of money, but i don't want to spend a lot, i'll window shopping to the mall wearing a shoes that i don't like, which makes my feet ache. so that i can't stand walking all over the places, then will go home asap. tiada pembaziran. and it works most of the times.


i always scattered my money, it's not that i like / enjoying myself doing it. habit. also it's not that i am rich. RM10 in the mug. duit syiling in every corner in da house, RM50 in my books, in the jewelley case etc. at one point i put RM250 in my note pad, and i left it somewhere in the conference hall. crazy. dunno about others, but a lot of times, this weird habit has done me quite a favor. bila nak hujung bulan time nak nunggu payday, i've survive myself by korek sana sini , flapping the mags then will find RM for lunch, petrol, toll etc. if i put them in one place, i.e my purse, i might finish them all. crazy boros.

me still a bit gloomy, actually, sebab bercerai dgn kancil kesayanganku. dah jual.

but thanks to mawi, show kat konsert AF tu ari memang best! syok!...

dia dapat lagu apa gaknyer ni ari?

lewat detik2 itu, kusentuh dia.
cuba merasakan denyutan di urat2 berselirat,
menyelami juga perasaanku padanya, kenangan manis dan kekaguman.
betapa kutelah pergi jauh ... dan ohhh...ia cinta pertama.
nafas dihela berat, saat kubisikkan bahawa kutakkan lupa,
budi kusanjung selamanya.....
oh ibu dan ayah tercinta....mereka jua berdukacita
tubuh mungil penemanku berdikari kini telah pergi....


-kau akan pergiiii... tinggal ku sendiri... aku menangis terseduuuu....(Ekin nyanyi kat konsert AF3 lagu ape tah...)

suka belek baby. dah lebih 2 tahun usianya pun ku panggil laila tu baby.
chubby baby.
bebi laila.
adik.
baby buah hati mama. that's it.

she will grow up, cantik, dan menjadi rebutan lelaki. entahle, itu yang aku selalu cakap. suka tangkap gamba dia posing naturally. especially when she's lying down on my bed. and i don't like to tie her natural-blown hair. seksi. cam kris dayanti.

she's a bit stubborn, and very firm. kelentong apa pun, kalau dia kata nak, tetap kena beri. kalau aku boleh bertahan, maka maknanya aku telah pujuk dia hampir setengah jam untuk tukar fikiran atau redirect perhatian dia pada benda lain.

she would jump and scream her lung out, upon seeing me park my car in her Nenek's ground. sometime baby would go ganas with her brother, and unbeliavably makes him cry on my shoulder.

when she's asleep, i would take the chance to belek2 her from head to toe, enjoying my sight. cheeky-notty gurl. pipi gebu. badannya montok. puas dipeluk. apatah lagi hidungku ini sering kali menciumnya bertalu-talu sampai rimas.

most of the times she would scold me - mama ni asyik tinggal adik je - well sayang, mama kena pergi kerja cari duit, nanti belikan adik mainan, jajan dan naik kapal terbang dengan papa - bila datang angin keletah dia, tak nak jalan sendiri, minta dukung. ooouih, manja banget! dan aku le jadi mangsa kelek dia ke hulu hilir. berat dia 12kg ++ ..uummmppfffhhhh!

and always, terngiang-ngiang di telinga, walau di mana jua berada, tawa derai dan pujuk rayu anak-anakku, keletah dan cumbu rayu....

staff aku eksiden. perodua buat promo MyVi kat Tmn U, bila dia passing by, toleh punya toleh langsung "makan jalan" orang...duummmmm... terbang RM800 ganti mangsa langgar berkenaan... hai nasib hang ler Sh***.

Proton Savvy dan Perodua MyVi ni kuar, mak aih mulalah gatal nak tukar kancil aku. but actually aku dah soksek dgn hubby dia nak trade in the kancil dgn Perdana V6, tapi second hand ler. RM70K. now with those new promos, the V6 seems not worth it. keta besar tapi second, or keta kecik / compact tapi baruuuu... the V6 adoi very the comfy lah, but not yet test drive keta baru tu hah....

mmm dilemma woi.....

(obviously i'm aware that silently my inner self has been praying so the loan for V6 won't be approved, so later me can persuade hubby to buy other compact car lor! hahahaha)

have put a link to Batu Api's blog. i like those cartoons..

yahoooyuyuhuhuhuuhuhuuuu

seperti yang aku jangkakan (klubbkidd yang bitau actuallynye) mawi dan marsha tersenarai masuk AF!!!! yeeeeaaaaa maka aku dengan rasminya tawon ini akan AFUNDI mawii.hahahhahha!!

hubby boring gitu,...so dia pong nak AFUNDI marsha konon hihihiih takpa lawan tetap lawannnn

PAk Lah is coming to town ....yeyeeyeyeyyeye maka aku pun dah berhempas pulas sejak 2-3 ari lepas nak mempreparekan sambutan PM....

another yahooo is...errrr... yeaaaaa Mawi masuk AF hahahahhahaha!

miscommunication does happen, anywhere, anytime, regardless of people.

miscomm betwn my ever respected beloved mom, ibu mertua ku, abah in law... and hubby as the news presenter...

and i am a cry baby... didn't talk with him last nite. even this morning when he was leaving for Kota Belud, ...feel so tense i don't want to speak or look at him. no lovey dovey wave - kiss this time.

drive like zombie, mind so unfocus so just grab my hp and call my mum. there again the heavy rainfall.

it hurts so bad oo it hurts so bad.......

been few days paip shower bathroom belakang rosak / tercabot/patah or watever lah kan. kena tutup paip besar dan tadah air dalam besen. penat dan leceh.

today ada ceramah induksi but me late again coz ada eksiden lori tangki disel terbalik kat trafik lite. so tawaf satu Skudai nak pegi kerja bersama-sama rakyat jelata yang lain.

Boss ku mengamuk melenting2 satu opis sebab geram uniform ofis jadi macam uniform nurse. lahanat betoll dia menjerit2 dalam ofis (real screaming).. boss aku datang bulan dan malam tadi dia tak puas / tak dapat main ngan laki dia. makcik gemuk bengkak aritu dia gak discuss mcm nak rak dgn aku tailor. piirahhh....

Pak Lah is coming to town = banyak kejutan akan berlaku i.e arahan lastminute and nak layan NC + MB Johor.

Feel like shit, so i write a shit.....