something happened. at dawn.

Akum, *** ? (it's dad's voice)
Aaa.. ada apa ayah??
Mak dah tak ada.
aaaa???
Mak dah tak adaa!
aaa? meninggal?


i wake up at 6.00 am, head still dizzy and i suddenly remember dad's words above. o My GOD! i grabbed my handphone, shit there's one missed call at 4.20 am. but not mom's number. so i called back in kampung. dad's pick up the phone (o GOD where's mum, dad usually still sleeping at this hour)

A'kum...ayah?
w'salam. ha kenapa?
tengah buat apa tu?
ayah baru lepas baca quran (O GOD pls don't..)
mak mana?
kejap.... ayah panggil...

oh thanks GOD you didn't take my mom away.... that was the worst nightmare i've ever had... it seems so real! even my brain can't properly digest coz the phone actually ring at 4.20 am, it makes me dream as if i picked it up and so and so happened...

i called back the missed call number, it was wrong person at a wrong time, coz that guy is trying to wake his wife, a morning call i supppose, the wife is on outstation somewhere and have to wake up to catch the morning flight... and he accidently press the wrong button which happened to be my number! aiyah!.. i think he was lalok too like me just now.

this really makes me think... what happen if mom REALLY passed away?!