the worst morning in my career life.

kursus induksi bermula semalam. and i've mislook the schedule that IT WAS MY TURN TO GIVE LECTURE THIS MORNING AT 8.30 AM!!!!..

to make it worst, i didn't have anything with me (lecture notes) coz things were destroyed by Spyware.. the one i have now is not yet complete, still working on it.

the secretariate called up when i'm busy preparing the MC's script for Intelectual Discourse, also this morning somewhere in the faculty. can't make the audience waits any longer, just grab my handbook on P# subject and arrive there at 8.55 am. without lecture notes, no Flash / Powerpoint presentation, just a lot of flashback in my head and bunches and bunches of prayer.

Syukur Alhamdulillah, the class (Lecture) was meant for support staff. so goreng la apa yang patut. i only gives them lecture on practicality, left out the history dan teori yang panjang berjela....
Can't imagine if the audience is lecturers and professional staf, abisle markah penilaian aku menjunam turun...

then the lecture was over at 10.50 am...fuhhh... got another lecture on the same subject on 1 June. Better get prepared this time....

once again, i thank God coz give me strenght and a lot lot lotsa confidence to deliver my lecture.