i dunno lar..start from 10 may lagi and until 2morrow nite, hubby memang free, mlm ade kat umah. tapi aku lgsung tak ghairah nak mengajak dia ke sana sini, dinner ke, shopping ke, tgk movie ke, sightseeing ke... Hubby pun ade plan nak celebrate b-day aku kat Sofitel, semenjak 10 may lagi..then on 11 may dia ajak lagi.. but i refused. (tak appreciate langsung hubby nak celebrate pun sombong!) Aku pun tak tau naper. Since that day pun i noticed that aku kurang nak bercakap, bergurau, bergossip cam selalu. ANd dah beberapa malam ni pun katil kami dingin......(perlu ke tulis yg nih?)
Cam tak selera nak tengok muka dia pun.
apsal ah? pembawak budak ker? pregnant ke? kena buatan orang ker? masyAllah ke situ pulak. Eee..eerie semacam pulak.
So today i make an effort to call him, say that i want to go for dinner at sofitel. he replied - hmm, dari aritu orang dah ajak tapi awak yg tak nak (errkk terkedu aku !).. but after put down the fon, i still feel that this is not what i want.. i don want to go dinner... shopping?..ntah nak menshopping apa? night life?...me bored...:(