shit!it truly is. somethin' wrong somewhere with my mind. i write cheques for every installment that i have to pay every month, and i messed it - cancelled 5 of them! never happened like this before and felt so irritated wif my self - i mispelled the currency, mispelled the payee names, the figures..aiyah so blah lah!

i'm under stress since....since when ah?

i knew it. since SHE was promoted and be MY boss. Shit! its truly was. and the whole university knows it all! i tried to be nice to her, and teach myself to be honest and sincere with any compliments that i gave, try to joke around, but still deep down there , the hatred won't budge even bit!
there again i wrote with acclamation marks here and there. fuck it!

its hard to find one's good point, coz you are overshadowed by her dark half. i can even tell whether she's faking a sickness, or tremendously exaggerating 'bout the task done, or makes up some stories. hell with that. and all the times, SHE would makes the piles higher on me, and other officer too. oh, one more, if u want to know, she's good at telling lies too. no no no not that kind of white lie, but a pure lie, so the big boss favor her much much more, and the big boss would too, disfavor any human that my boss hates.

we'll see how far u can go, bitch. we shall see.